Class of ’73 50th Reunion

by kfi | Oct 19, 2023 | North America Alumni Events | 0 comments

The KIS Class of 1973 50th Reunion, An Outsider/Insider View – Bonni-Belle Pickard

Disclaimer! I am not a legitimate member of the KIS Class of 1973 as I only arrived in Kodai in 1978. But the person who brought me to Kodai, my husband, Alfred Pickard, had been a member of the class since 1961 and had been regaling me with Kodai stories for the three years that I had known him. I had decided I either had to go experience Kodai for myself or get rid of him. We moved to Kodai in 1978 to be on the teaching staff for two years, and we stayed for the next 20 years, during which time I got to know many members of the Class of 1973, several of whom were also KIS staff for longer or shorter times. One of those members, Priscilla Dhanapal Mohl, remains one of my closest friends to this day; we raised our children together in Kodai and worked together for many years with Bethania Home for Abandoned Children and the Kodai School Chapel and in the Music Dept. Together we navigated eye operations, a broken leg, family funerals, choir practice and Sunday School classes, committee meetings, long road journeys on the plains, legal and guardianship challenges, drought, floods, cyclones, silverfish, bundhs, as well as our children’s first days at school and their various teenage disciplinary challenges. We ‘survived’, which often seemed to be a Kodai mantra.

The run-up to the Class of 73’s 50th anniversary reunion in Kodai first came to my attention through incessant pinging of my husband’s phone in the evenings at our home in Maidstone, Kent, during COVID. After a ping, Alfred would lift his eyebrow and excitedly tell me what was going on with Johnny and Louise or Pandy or Pris or Vince or Henry or Bruce or John via the Whatsapp messages. Indeed, I knew nearly all of them and had stayed in most of their homes (or they in ours) over the past 45 years. He talked of them as if they were his siblings – their challenges, their achievements, their annoying bits – and I began to understand in a new way that they had indeed been his ‘siblings’ growing up for over 10 years together in boarding school, far away from home.

As plans for ‘the 50th’ grew closer, I got added to the Whatsapp group, and my own phone began pinging incessantly. We bought our air tickets and got accommodation and travel and what-kind-of- currencies-would-be-needed within India sorted out by those who lived locally. I knew Manju Ninan (now Alumni Director) from the years that she and her family lived next door to us in Kodai and had been close friends and classmate with Priscilla and our daughters. In typical Kodai fashion, the generations melded together when any help was needed on anything.

I knew Alfred was excited to see ‘his class’ again, but there was also some trepidation. Those formative years of his still contained potent memories – who-did-what-to-or-with-who-and-when-and-where — and why. He played over in his mind whether the old cliques would be intact, whether he would fit in, sometimes wondering if the trip would be a huge waste of time and money. But we went.

As soon as we arrived at Bengalaru Airport (still Bangalore, in our minds!), Alfred’s Indian language and bartering skills went into overdrive. Pandy had sent a taxi to drive us to his coffee plantation in the hills of Yercaud, several hours away, where the first part of the reunion would take place. Alfred and the taxi driver managed to find each other in the midday chaos of the Airport carpark, and having piled the luggage in, soon we were inching our way through the endless snarls of city traffic. After a few hours, we got to the ‘open’ highway, with its frequent police barriers blocking off sections of the road in a desperate attempt to calm the speed of the traffic. It was at one of these that we soon found ourselves in the middle of a several-car pileup. We were unhurt, but the taxi was no longer driveable. We laid low in the backseat, thankful that the tinted windows hid our white faces, while the driver got involved in the negotiations. Soon another taxi arrived to speed us off to our destination, thanks to the driver and Pandy’s connections. We arrived at the coffee plantation late in the evening, but in time for a delicious vegetarian biryani shared with nearly all the folks that I, too, had come to think of as ‘siblings-in-law.’

The next week was a blur of activities and meals and excitement and laughter – and conversation. As an ‘in-law’, I knew to respect the intimacy of the long-established links and relationships within the ‘siblings’, but they were also gracious to include me – and a few others like me who had come as spouses or actual family members – in conversation as we sat at meals or around the campfire or walked or rode around the coffee plantation. I began to realise that virtually all of them had brought their own hopes and fears and anxieties to the reunion. What about that night in the dorm or that first date or what she said in so-in-so’s class or what happened in the Budge or that time I was so homesick…? Gradually the memories of 50 (or 60!) years became subtly reshaped and re-interpreted. Some of the most painful memories retained were remembered in quite different ways by others – or not remembered at all. Had s/he actually said that, or was that just what got passed on in the gossip? And if s/he had indeed said it, was it really a case of teenage posturing rather than an indictment of my own inadequacy – or my feelings of inadequacy? Meeting each other as adults – kind, considerate, intelligent, and much wiser persons – began to soften and release the sharp edges of painful memories from uncertain teenage years.

The others from the Reunion can tell more stories about what the group actually did in that week of late February and early March 2023: the time at Pandy’s plantation (actually named after his wife, Gowri); the day-long bus journey to Kodai; the intense few days in Kodai touring the school, the Environmental Centre, the bazaar, Bob Granner’s house, the restaurants, the Alumni Banquet, the church service, and, of course, Field Day! We viewed one of the award-winning films that John and Louise Riber had made about teenage pregnancy in Zimbabwe and heard an excellent speech from Bruce Campbell about his work with Public Health for the UN in many parts of the world. We recognised that many from the class had gone on to work in mental health or church ministry or law or engineering or teaching or travel, some rising to quite high position, others remaining more low-key. Somehow all had remained faithful – or returned! — to principles learned in Kodai of respect and fairness and concern for the well-being of all, especially for those coming from or dealing with challenging socio/economic circumstances.

As we chatted with those currently at the school, we were pleased to recognise many of those same values of respect and fairness and concern for well-being, even as we heard whispered accounts of those who, inevitably, were struggling, including current students wrestling with depression and anxiety… What legacy might we leave them?

A very important event took place on the last day before some began to leave to go back to the various parts of the world they now call ‘home’. It followed immediately after the church service that the class members had all attended, one in which the class sang ‘Let there be peace on earth’ as they had at their Baccalaureate Service 50 years before. The group then piled into the school vans for a short tree-planting event on the Ganga Compound. The school’s ambitious target of re-planting thousands of shola trees had been announced, and the class wanted to plant a few trees for class members who had died since their time in Kodai.

The ecological aspect was an important draw on its own, but the actual taking time to dig in the Kodai clay, to flex leg muscles more accustomed to flat pavements than to dusty hillslopes, and, finally, to remember and speak words about those departed was even more powerful.

In short, quiet, reflective words, class members recalled the lives of three of their own who had indeed died. Words spoken out loud slowly but surely released a new understanding of the demons each of those departed – as well as those present – had fought with. For the first time perhaps, there was a realisation that each of those departed had, whether intentionally or not, taken their own lives because of the enormous difficulty of reconciling themselves and their situations to that of the outside world. Each had somehow felt that the anxieties within themselves were so unique that no one else could understand or accept them as they were.

As muscles strained to loosen the packed clay of the Kodai hillside, emotions and past memories – and prayers – were released. The class said its good-byes to those who had succumbed to the struggles. Using one’s bare hands to cover the roots of the saplings with Kodai dirt, tamping down the dust with one’s foot, flooding the indentation in the soil with the shola water in the watering can, stepping back to get the view of what is beyond: these were actions that helped the class reflect again on their own past and look to the future. Some painful memories, having been exposed to the light of day, needed to be re-buried with forgiveness. Other memories needed to be nourished for the good they had produced. And now a new generation needed nourishing as well – towards an abundant and peaceful future for the timeless Kodai hills, all those who live there now, and all who will come after.

Thank you, Class of ’73, and thank you, Kodai, for allowing me to be part of the family and part of the growing.

–Bonni-Belle Pickard